Whole day he was passing with
anxiety now going to home with walking very slowly. His home are not more
distance from his working place so not taken rickshaw. Night was still a young.
As winter season feeling cold.Think for Rohingya those are left their land with
one cloth to survive after started genocide by notorious Myanmar Army and
their allies militant Buddhist. In winter how they will pass particularly those
who are very child. He feels very shocks.
He observe the movement of the
pedestrian like him are very poor on the lane. On the walking he tries to keep
his eyes very careful because in dark some times robbed he came to know in previous,
but not faced as yet. In his life only once he was caught on traveling by CNG
Taxi few years back which not possible to forget before death. To pass the time
go back to replay the moment of the life. On the way to friend house driver
stop the CNG and informed that head light is not working so require to be
checked. Surrounding looks dark, during this talking time three boys age below
eighteen jumped in side CNG, two of them take sit his two side one on his lap,
bind throat with cloth, another one taken sit in front the Taxi with driver and
start running. This is matter of only one and half minutes. He never faced such
situation, became very nervous but tried to keep strength in mind as far
as possible. Confirmed that he caught by the gang and driver is one of them.
Feel nothing except surrender. Told them what you are asking ? I have money and
mobile you may take and go away and release me .
Observed they are opening the pot,he
imagines harmful something tried to pest on his eyes and telling not to shout .
He starts acting that his eyes are burning . They have taken his mobile and
money beg on running and after running near about two kilo meters they thrown
on the road and fled away with very speedy. He never forgotten and since then
always avoid dark place on journey . Suddenly hard sound oh mother from female
voice, not very distance with in the eyesight but in dark , became very alert
think may be something going wrong. On walking, he came near the spot find one
young boy and one young girl age may be between 14 to 16 maximum are quarreling
each other. Think the boy beaten the girl for which she is crying and telling “
I will go back to mother as you cheated me “. During this short time he
observed one middle-aged lady trying to escape place with hurry for entering
nearest house like to avoid any unwanted situation . He has also no alternative
but feel very shocked to look very pretty and sweaty face of girl. Might be
done wrong by leaving parent house believe on that young boy, her in-matured
blind love and now giving cost by crying on the road at night. Now the age when
this girl should have under the womb of parent love. Time is reading on table
or asking mother kept ready food for them. Think at this age they were playing
Dariabandha , Gollachut boys and girls together but now the digital era they
are very busy they have no time to wast so thinking to maintain the conjugal
life.
He already crossed the spot may be
some hurry. He is thinking why we are avoiding this situation. Why we have lost
our moral strength? Why we are not feel comfort to ask them? Why we are not
laughing with open-heart? Why not crying to forget the sorrow? That women even
he could not ask them to know the problem, he asks himself if they done wrong
they may suggest them how can possible to lead the good life. None of them done
the same but think this situation may be done by our younger or any relatives
then what will we do? Surly we can't do so.
Once in our society the senior of
the society looks this very seriously for which none can do anything wrong
in front of them. All are respect to the senior .We were not done the
same.He can't think more . Entered his hand inside pocket, find out cigars and
fired on. As per law it is illegal to smoke openly on the road he knows very well
but who care now he is become one of them.
With thinking come on the main road
. Feel uneasy to go to home now, better feel comfort to walk on foot-path.
Looks on hand watch time is already passed ten but still main road are heavy
jam, seems ant are more speedy than the move of bus taxi. Ask to himself the
question if anybody's destination within one or two kilos for them better to
start walk why they are sitting in to the car or bus for uncertain time. Self
find out answer and recites may be on long journey or full day's hard work
became very sick. Due to this cause with others he is not feel comfort to live
in Dhaka City and think in coming days it is quite impossible to maintain the
family life of limited earned people . This mega city will be only for the rich
and for the beggar. Cigars are going to finish he has no concentration on
it.
He observes an old man crossing the
road hanging our National Flag on long bamboo which he is selling. Now the
month of November why old man try to sale and to whom. On thinking, he finds
that day after tomorrow is 7th November, BNP and others similar minded
political party are celebrated as National Revolution and Solidarity Day. After
tragic 15th August 1975 the nation the country safe from very close to destroy
of all earned of long nine month war which owned on 16th December 1971 with the
blessing of Almighty Allah under the command of Ziaur Rahman with patriotic
soldier and the people of the country. But Awami Legue and some others are not
followed the day. Such way may be from 2007 not celebrating this day
nationally.
He became very emotional, called him
and purchased one small flag, keep hold the stand of the flag strongly in his
hand and try to refresh his memory. Thinking, what did we want and what we are
doing. Now the age of 47 year of our freedom still we are divided. We can't
enjoy all together the national days , not able to stand on the same platform
on the national issue but we are still telling we are the only loyalist of the
independence of our country we are loyalist to the freedom of our
country.
How funny, how layer we are .We had
killed our father of the nation brutally along with others members of the
family. We have unable to continue the case of cool minded killing of Maj Gen
Manjur without judgment, and others Senior freedom fighter officer of the Army
with so called trial for killing of another leader who had taken leader ship of
the nation two crucial times and guided the nation to go ahead that man General
Ziaur Rahman. We have vacated house of this hero of freedom fighter and thrown
his family on the road where they were passed 40 years which was given by
one of the government of this republic through approved by our Parliament as a
symbol to honour him, symbol to respect the hero. Not for this we are thinking
to remove his grave yards where millions of people buried him after
biggest Janaza of the country. Missing , killing, burning looting the money now
became very normal matter. There is no safety even our national bank from where
money is stealing . We are become eunuch,on the border BSF are killing our
people we have nothing to do except keep ready us only to receive the dead
body. We are looking on the face of others country whether they are supporting
us to go on power. We have destroyed four main pillars of the state long before
each and every government when they needed to continue their stay on power,we
never think for that we have fight long years and finally nine months in 1971.
This is not the freedom,this is not the independent. We have also killed our
hero at pilkhana such unbearable cost we were not lost in our nine month
liberation war. How much tragedy , how much shame for us after 47 years we have
unable to create list of our hero. Yes we can do every thing Mr. Ashraf son of
Sayeed Nazrul Islam leader of Mujib Nagor Government. He also killed on 3rd
November 1975 in jail with other three national leaders of Mijib Nagor
Government . These are also barbaric killing in 1975 in jail premises. He
believes each and every family, relatives of victims have right to ask
the judgment of such killing.
Thus thinking he became very
excited, when and how he comes in front the gate of the home not understand.
This is very exceptional day he never comes home in late hours at night . All rules
have been changed by thinking the face of the pretty girl. The end of the
cigars thrown under the feet and smashed with hate by very old shoe which use
time already expired and now the time to through it in dust bean. Before
entering the home bind National Flag stand with the rod of the gate. He
knows very well this is night, not the time to raise National Flag but done
this and feel proud and also he feels from somewhere he is getting inspiring to
violate all the rules. He stands one step back from the gate and paid salute
with honour to the martyrs who were dedicated their life for our freedom, for
our nation, for our mother land and for this National Flag.
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